In just few days, Ramadhan will be over and next week, I will be in 2 weeks holiday. My first holiday for the past 2 years and I am so looking forward to it.

The sky is dark and particles of water has started drizzling slowly from the sky. It made the sound of gentle tap on my window in the 9th floor and I found my self gazing at it longingly. I love rain. I hope I could be home right now curling in bed with my kids pressing their apple cheeks on me.

A month from now and I will complete a full year in my new ‘marriage’. It has been an interesting journey with more ups rather than down. Got few bruises, but who doesn’t? But what is most important is, it satisfied me. It feels so good to be able to work to your heart content and have a partner who naturally aligned since the beginning.

I have just been informed that I have new challenge ahead of me. I feel excited as much as nervous. It’s an honour that my ‘husband’ thinks that I am capable. But on the other hand, I am still very much in love with my partner. It will be heartbreaking to loose it. But my ‘husband’ seemed to think that others could make use of me better too and they need help. So, we’ll see. I asked for several extra days to think. Acceptance will come with consequence. And I need to think. And right now my brain is covered by mix emotions with the thought of leaving a loved one. But sometimes you have to leave your loved one to grow. Oh well…happy holiday everybody. Minal Aidin wal Faidzin. Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Bathin.