Something that I can not write freely here have been happening to me lately. This thing had been bothering me for quite sometimes for its potential impact and influence on my soul and sanity.

It finally reached its climax beginning of this week where I was forced to sit down with hubby and discuss our option. Living in this status quo will no longer be an option. There should be an end to this situation.

As usual, the practical side of me always approach thing in excel table evaluation. But there’s something that can not be quantified there. Things so called emotion. Hubby reminded me that an option that I tend to take will impact the emotion side of me quite heavily. And if I do take it, the damage might be beyond financial repair. So at the moment, I am taking the endevour of other options. Hopefully this long and winding road will end in a happier place.

Pray for me, will you?

And I do apologize if any of the decision will hurt some of you…it will never be the intention for I care for you so much…it is a decision that I am forced to make. Will you forgive me?