2 months to production and all hell break loose.

Without me realising it, I had slide back to my working habit 10 years a go. That means work 12 - 14 hours a day. Lack of sleep, only 3 - 4 hours sleep. Eat little, drink (coffee) a lot. Thinking things I should not be thinking. Feeling things I should not be feeling. Caring things I should not be cared about. I am on a fast lane to suicidal mood.

I kept on telling my self. It just a job. It just a job. But I guess things can not be ignored that easily if you really like what you are doing and have passion for it. Oh well, never mind. Maybe this is only a 10 years cycle but let see what is the difference.

Well, I was single and 8 kilos lighter back on 1997. No responsibility. No plan in mind other than get more money. Broke up with my boy friend and had one hell of a rebound time before making up and got engage several months later. And where I am at now? Well, married with 2 children. Loads of responsibility. Planning to balance my life and work. And have one helluva time with my kids and (currently) thinking to have another one. Hah!! (Hubby, don’t pass out!).

What will happen 10 years from now?